Silver Lining

Ah! weekend at last, the day I can watch TV, no work to think about (but I do sometimes bring work at home), I can surf the internet too. But its always the same old boring weekend. My life is not as exciting as others and also full of problems. Well that's life, my life. I wanted to do many things in my life to travel, learn to play musical instrument, to help people, exercise or sports but I can't. Those things I think is for rich people only and its luxurious. If your family is not well to do you can't do extra things in your life you weigh your priorities. You must cater first the basic needs of your family especially when you are the only one who have a job and the breadwinner.
Sometimes its very hard but you are happy, sometimes you want to give up because you feel your trapped and cannot break free and sometimes you think you are the reason why they became parasite because you let them to be dependent with you. But no matter what you think or how bad you hurt, you still love them and help them because at the end of the day they are still your family and family helps each other. We all have problems but different levels, whatever situation are you in there is always a Silver lining in the end of the rainbow.

Starting now

Its late already I've got to sleep I must wake up early tomorrow but here I am still composing letters for my blog, although my grammar is bad still I am writing for the first time in my life I don't care what people will say about me so what if my grammar and spelling is incorrect all I want to do is to express what I feel whether it is postive or negative starting now, starting today.........